I recorded this song in 1994 as a demo and used it extensively on talent shows, etc. When my parents listen to this version at the time, they both had a wish that this song must be played ‘someday’ at their funurals… My mother passed away on Februar the 29th in 2016 so the old demo version has been played during her funural. Very bizarre and uncomfortable to hear yourself singing during such a difficult situation.
Because i was not satisfied about the quality of the old version I decided to make a new recording wich i did in 2021. I have tried to make it a better version. Especially as a tribute to my parents.
This version also gave me the inspiration to make a suitable video clip. That was a very difficult process but i’m very proud about the final result.
It hope it takes a very, very long time, but this version will eventually be played at my father’s funural..
LYRICS
She was a woman, troubled like a river Trees all around her, but I only ever came near enough To hear her voice, on the outside She was a woman, inside a castle Knights all around her, and I never found myself strong enough To reach and touch, from the outside
And every time I tried to swim across i thought I’d drown And every time I tried to climb that wall i thought I’d fall On the outside
She was a woman, frozen in a picture Frozen there forever, with a smile that keeps me so warm inside But still I hide, on the outside She was a woman, farther than forever Nearer not together, and I only wish I was back in time ‘Cause she’d be mine, on the outside
But every time I tried to find the love i left behind But every time I tried to make her mine Again I’d find myself, on the outside